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Coping & Loss

I had every intention of writing on here each and everyday. Sometimes life throws you a curveball though......And that it has! So my husband that I spoke of in my last post decided that this was all too much for him and that has left me in a tailspin. My world turned completely upside down and I tried to get him to reconsider. We have been together a total of 8 & 1/2 years afterall. It seems that he never understood RSD or decided he couldn't believe me and trust me...... Unimaginable that this could happen.....The worst pain that I have felt has never been from the RSD itself...(Of course that is excrucitaing), however it is the family members/friends/loved ones who do not understand or question you or don't believe you or tell you that you shouldn't take medications to manage that hurts the most. It is our support system pulling away that seriously does the MOST damage. The people that are supposed to love you NO MATTER WHAT, or the ones that promise "in sickness & in health." I think it is better that I found out now, but I am totally shocked that this is occuring. I know this sucks. I know it is hard, but I will live anyways and plans can be adjusted.... As my father said, "If he truly loved you he would have been there for you when you got diagnosed and he would still be there for you...." My life will go on. This happened 2 months ago and I am just now beginning to regain my footing. I am starting to look at the positive things that this has taught me and that's the only way I will keep my sanity.

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