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The Rainbow After the Storm

There have been a lot of changes in my life since June. I signed up for internet dating and met a bunch of nice guys. I had said all along that should I find a great guy then I wouldn't not get serious, but being serious just wasn't my intention. I met a wonderful guy named Jay. My life has taken such a positive twist since we met. I am so happy now. I never even realized that it was possible to be this happy! He is a couple years older than me and has 2 beautiful daughters. I am still undecided as to whether or not I will have biological children of my own. It's obviously a hard decision. I know that it can be done, but it is scary as no one can guarantee that I wouldn't get a lot worse......... For now I am totally content to be a part of his children's lives.
They are adorable and I now feel like I have the meaning in my life that I was searching for. It has been a great summer and as my Bday gets closer, I know that my fall will be just as wonderful. Those sayings are really true that "The best things in life are free" and "Money doesn't buy happiness." My life is so much richer then it was before. Now, as for Ketamine....things are on hold as there is a Canadian Dr who does Ketamine and he basically has to reject me before OHIP will even consider my application. More red tape oh joy.... I have had a lot of flares this summer from a car accident to a few bumps that have caused me a ton of grief this summer. Such is life I guess.
I just wanted to give an update. I am staying happy and positive and I am in love:)
Carpe Diem

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