Yesterday I had the unfortunate luck of having someone back into me in a parking lot. My vehicle is an 08 so that sucks obviously, but the worst part is my body of course. If you are reading this, you most likely either have RSD yourself or a loved one. That means you know what I am talking about..... I already have full body RSD, but I have been doing extremely well recently. This is definitely a set back. I am really concerned though that my boyfriend, who I am completely in love with now, still does not understand the seriousness of my pain or what I live with. He says he's here forever, but I also know that if I believe him on that and he can't handle this I will be devastated once again. I am already so attached to Jay and his family that I want to believe him, however, I think until I know for sure for sure that he truly understands my illness; I'm always going to worry about it. ***SIGH***
I feel like I'm going to cry. I hate dealing with this. I have been doing so good that this step backwards is a bit depressing. The thing is I know it won't be a tiny little setback, but a large one.
I feel like I'm going to cry. I hate dealing with this. I have been doing so good that this step backwards is a bit depressing. The thing is I know it won't be a tiny little setback, but a large one.
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